Let’s Die Together

I don't want someone who has already lived their life.   I need to live it with them.   Share our bucket lists.   That's love.   Jump off cliffs together.   Fly on private jets together.   Eat unknown tropical foods together.   Stare death in the face together.   Run naked through a …

Grandad

I lost another one of my grandparents on Father's Day.  I was woken up out of my sleep with the news. I repeated over and over again "No Mum."  I don't do well with grief, I don't know how to handle bereavement, I don't know how to express my pain.  So I've written a poem …

Our Black Children

I asked many of the people that follow my blog to suggest topics they'd like me to discuss.  I had quite a few suggestions but one caught my attention and caused my mind to go into overtime.  Overtime proves beneficial to my creativity and detrimental to my life, typical.  Paige suggested I speak on the …

I smile

Sitting here with tears streaming Been in the same spot for so long I'm drowning Suffocating for a lease of life Crying until I've forgotten what I was crying for Continuously feeling a lack of control Seeking temporary fulfilment  Then I'm back In the dark Wondering if everything I've believed in so far was only …

Happiness

I think I've lost happiness. I don't know where to find it.  I was told that it was hiding within me and nobody else could help me find it, no matter how hard they tried.  I never gave up the search, never gave up hope. Every time I thought I'd glimpsed it it would run …

Money Makes Me Cum

Whoa, before I get into this post I need to write a disclaimer, this title does not express my personal opinion or feelings. No, you’re money will not convince me to climb into your bed. It seems to be a common trait, within men, to impress the opposite sex using money. This does not have …

Entrapment

I'm a person who is forever seeking my own interpretation and sense of freedom. Singledom has just begun my journey in that direction, having to only answer to myself, acting on impulse without worrying about anyone else and how they feel and focusing on numero uno. I couldn't imagine being trapped for a lifetime. Do …

My own company baby

I need to learn to enjoy my own company, how to make myself happy. I thought I knew how to do both, thought I possessed the skills and even if I don't specifically use them I knew how to. I now know that that is not the case. I've gone through my years using temporary …

The Complications Involved in Love & Sex

When it comes to relationships I don't claim to have all the answers, I know that I don't as I haven't experienced a perfect relationship yet as a result of my knowledge, but a lot of people ask for my advice on the complications of love and sex. This is my disclaimer. I am not …

Inner and outer score card via @LuckeyKi

This post has been influenced by a concept a friend described to me (twitter @LuckeyKi) in which I believe genuinely exists. The inner and outer score card. The best way for me to express both his & my views is to explain what each means and entails. The inner score card These are those that …